Is this how people are supposed to feel when they wake up? My eyes are bright, my brain is switch to the 'on' position, no headache, no body aches! I feel ready to get out of bed!
Fair enough 9.42am is a little late to do so - but it's the feeling I'm interested in. Last night I was reeling from tiredness but wanted to be sure it didn't escalate so I took a sleeping tablet. After an hour (midnight) I wasnt feeling it so I took another BOOM lights out.
Now it's a not a sedative its an hypnotic drug and I have no clue how it works but I am aware that you have to treat it carefully and it can result in memory loss.
Normally when I wake up I have flashes of Dan coming to bed, waking up, hearing his alarm, or dreams at least. This morning I have nothing. I was either unconscious until a few minutes ago or I slept normally and have no nemory of any interupting events. Bizarre. But I do feel good.
Except for the fact that I slept through three alarms and missed my date with my friend. That's a downside.
Update 12pm. I am calm and relaxed to the point of horizontal. But I have no mojo. I did manage to shower and dress but I feel glued to the sofa. My head wants to hit the pillows. It's not sleepiness - I don't feel it in my eyes. It's more like feeling stoned ans just wanting to sink into soft warm blackness. Sooo tempting.
No!!! No no no no no! I am going to put the tv on loud. Do the washing up and eat something. Hah! Screw you lethargy. I fight you one step at a time!!
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