It's hard to blog in the anxious bits. Too hard to settle concentrate and make sense. Easier to stop, freeze, hide then the depression creeps in.
2 days off work. 2 sessions of derby missed. 4 weeks off sw and about a stone heavier. Must go to docs this week. I'm losing my shit...
Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
Already feel unworthy and like people are judging and hating me.
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