Thursday, 28 May 2015

Cancelling is losing

And yet.

I had a week off work because I couldn't bare the thought. Then I,  somehow, picked myself up and went in for a week. I even went out with some friends at the weekend.

Then I think hormones got involved and I hit the deck again. Now I've been off work another 3 days.
What a fuck up. I even cancelled my dentist appt today. Part of me is so ashamed and the other is so relieved. I can just go back to bed now. I really just want to turn everything off.

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