I have a black dog. His name is C**T!

Can't deal with anything today.
Utterly useless and want nothing but my bed. I fail at everything.

Mostly numb. But also there is anger at this stupid brain malfunction.

And the next day
Feel utterly useless.  Pathetic. Failure.
Stupid.  Lazy. Worthless. Disgusting.
Depression 7/8. Anxiety 5.