After talking to my boss last week and explaining that I'm struggling I was then 45 minutes late on Tuesday and had to ask for today off.
I'm so tired. Lethargy. I'm so slowed down. Walking, talking, thinking. I am having trouble processing information - no matter how much coffee I drink!
But I had a minor success last night when I went to watch practice. I almost took my skates but decided not to put too much pressure on myself.
I really went because I promised one of the girls a hug. She is also really down, but battling through and I admire her. I made her and another girl a little knitted heart to cheer them up and that gentle awkward kindness eased my pain a bit too.
Now today I'm flummoxed again as I desperately need to see the doctor and get a hair cut but picking up the phone, getting dressed and going out seems just too much :/
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